Ugly Love; A Novel hoover

 Ugly Love; A Novel hoover

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today we are talking about one of the best freaking books I've read this year one of the best freaking books I've ever read I feel like I've said

that a lot recently but honestly I've been reading so many different genres and so many books hit differently but I'm not lying when I say this is one

of my favorite books I've ever read is we're talking about ugly love by colleen hoover man, this is the third book of hers that I've

read now I am turning into such a total fangirl of hers I've actually like been a fangirl for a bit now like I found her on tik to and that's what

made me finally start reading her books even though so many people have been talking about them for so long whenever I started reading this I posted it on my

The Instagram story was like okay colleen hoover like I'm ready for you to hurt me again and she actually liked it and I like screamed I like

audibly screamed like so colleen hoover is in my arms now everybody I know I know to be jealous but um no for real guys this book

is ridiculous it made me feel so many freaking emotions um I'm gonna not give away any

spoilers in this video because as always if I'm obsessed with a book I want you to go

read it and honestly, I feel like I can

probably talk through this pretty well without giving anything super important away but

yes let's get into it this book follows a girl named Tate she is 23 years old she's graduated from

college she is a registered nurse but now she's going back to school to get her master's in

nursing and she has moved to San Francisco,

um where her brother currently lives her brother is a pilot and she's gonna live with him for a few months while she's like getting adjusted getting a new job and all of that whatever

so basically we see that she we're right there when she moves in on our first day um she goes up to her brother's apartment he is away flying right now um and she sees there is a drunk guy passed out against her brother's doorway

um she calls her brother and is like um I need help there's a drunk guy passed out in your doorway and he's like what okay let me call my neighbor miles he'll help you out

lo and behold um miles is the drunk guy

passed out on the doorway so tate and miles are not off to a very good start um they kind of that's how their relationship starts she like drags him into the

apartment puts him on the couch he's like belligerent drunk crying um he keeps calling her Rachel and she's like what is going on the next morning he wakes up and he's kind of a jerk to her like where's my phone and she's like

say thank you whatever so they kind of start off as like enemies they don't get off on the right foot um and so yeah we're seeing that kind of like  adapting to her new life in San Francisco with this neighbor that lives

right across the hall that she's kind of hates but can't deny that he's very attractive um you know how it goes so things obviously kind of ensue between uh miles and tate yes they kind of hate each other in the beginning but

they're they can't deny they're attracted to each other and basically things kind of come to a head and he's

like look I can't ever love you so if you're fine with this just being like purely physical like we can do that and she at the time like honestly, she is working full-time as a nurse she's in school she doesn't have time for a relationship

anyway so she's like yeah I'm totally down with that you know we've all seen friends with benefits

we've all seen no strings attached we know how it goes it sounds like a basic story but

when miles says like he can't love her like he's not just saying like it's clearly deeper than that

okay I totally forgot to mention this part but once miles and tate make their arrangement miles is like okay if we're gonna do

this I only have two rules you can never ask about my past and you can never expect a future

which of course like that is like sure no problem it's no problem you know how it is

it's not just like oh I don't want a girlfriend like something happened clearly in his life so we start flashing back and forth we're

flashing from the present with the state's point of view to the past six years previous um miles point of view where he

first meets and falls in love with Rachel the girl that he uh called tate on the first night that they met

um it's a high school romance and he falls so madly in love with her but

that relationship obviously somehow ends in a tragic way because he's no longer with her but um yeah we kind of are like

throughout the story we see miles and tate having this relationship that's supposed to purely just be like

physical nothing more but like obviously the longer the more time they spend together like emotions get heightened like feelings

come out and take obviously like as you can expect is like wants more and he literally refuses to allow himself

any sort of like happiness but like

dude, I love miles so much I literally see so much of myself in both of these characters which I feel is why I love this story so much like

I don't know just like literally tate reminded me so much of myself we're literally the same age the way that she

just feels like she's like so busy so like like I don't know whatever I'm not gonna like out myself but I just like i

saw a lot of like my feelings and outlooks on life and love and stuff within both of these characters so it's like

as I was reading this I almost felt like it was like the two the angel and devil on my shoulder that i constantly

had like fighting each other like that was this book for me um it's beautiful like their relationship is so cute to see I mean it's spicy like miles

's so charming I just love both of them so much and like as it goes on you're like this book just made me feel everything

like it made me feel so happy it made me just feel giddy it made me feel sad it made me feel confused it made me

feel angry it made me feel pure agony but like I promise to like it's just all tied up together in a beautiful

a package like this might you sound like such basic friends with benefits story it's a lot more than that it's a

a lot deeper than that and it just goes to a place you wouldn't expect and

it's amazing I hope that I'm selling this book as good as I can I laughed I cried I like

I literally finished reading this a week like almost a week ago I normally film my reviews the day of or the day after I finished

but this one just sat with me so much that I was just like I literally stared at the ceiling for a few hours after I finished it

and was just like like pondering my existence pondering life like it filled me with so many I don't want

to like give anything away but it just filled me with so much like so many emotions you know and I'm just

like oh it's just great to go read it um Steph bower is like my favorite booktuber and she forever talks about

how this is her favorite book of all time so honestly thanks to her because she's the one that like forced me to freaking read

this is because she never stops talking about it and it's totally worth it it's my favorite colleen hoover book I have read so far I honestly can't

imagine liking one more but she just keeps surprising me like each one just hurts me and makes me fall in love in

different ways I feel like her specialty she has this way of like making you question your life um I just

feel like I am a person I know I'm a person that's very like confident in my decisions myself like

who I am as a person like what I won't like what I would or wouldn't do what I would put up with like what I think I deserve whatever and

she has a way of making you fall in love with characters like she literally inserts you into these difficult situations

where even though you'd love to say like this is what I would do once you're like in the thick of it you're like crap like it's not as easy as you think it is like I felt the same way with it ends

with us verify parts of it too but like this book especially like it's so easy to say you like wouldn't put up with something or you deserve more but like she makes you freaking

hurt and digs her claws on you and it's just beautiful it's so beautiful if you have not read this book yet

literally, go order it right now what are you doing um I just love it I love it so much I would  die for miles I would probably die for

Tate too because I love them both but yes that is it for today thank you guys so much for watching and I will see you soon with another video

probably another colleen hoover very

soon okay bye